Monday, November 10, 2014

Happy Birthday


I am feeling pretty emotional that tomorrow morning I will have a two four year olds and three old.  I have been holding it together pretty well the past few weeks and have not let myself get emotional.  I would secretly cry in my quick showers at the hospital.  Ivy had a rough few weeks and spending eight nights at the hospital was not exactly our plan.  It was terribly hard to be away from the boys that long but I knew I need to be there for Ivy.  That is the thing.  She has never had that.  She has had multiple surgeries before and who was there for her??  These are the questions I asked myself and broke me to my knees.  How scared she must have been with no one to hold her hand or kiss her boo boo's??

We celebrated this weekend Ivy being home from the hospital.  
For the first time we celebrated Ivy's birthday with cake and her family.  Yes! Ivy has a loving family that would walk the world for her.  
  She has endured so much in these three years and still has the sweetest heart.  She is so full of love and everyone that meets her falls in love with her.  She never stops amazing me with how smart she is.  So precious you are to me. 

We had surf and turf for our Little Mermaid.